When the gentle wind blows
When the little bird chirps
When the pleasant music plays
When the soft bed looks beautiful on a tiresome day
When the evening fills with warm sunlight on a winter day
When the hot cup of liquid waits for me on a rainy evening
When the day is too much to sink in
When the feelings win over logic
When that favorite friend of mine is missing
When I go on my bike after ten long days of tiresome trip
When I cry, when laugh or when I simply stare at nothing with thoughts drifting over and over
There is always that loneliness behind my thoughts buried somewhere deep
What is my life about? Why am I like this? Am I good or bad? Do people love me or hate me? Is my life being of worth at all? If not now, please answer these questions for me.. When I am still in my senses. Please don’t get away with the word Karma. And please let me love you no matter how negative I see the world as!
Always in dreams
Always in fantasy
Wonder what or who I was and what or who I seek
Always in hopes
Always positive
Wonder what am I expecting and for whom
Always in despair
Always hopeless
Wonder what did I fail to receive and from whom
Always hateful
Always deceived
Wonder who I believed and what did I lose
Always angry
Always frustrated
Wonder from whom I was seeking attention and what for
Always smiling
Always laughing
Wonder who are in my thoughts and what did they do
Always thankful
Always grateful
No wonder, it’s just YOU who can walk with me and guide me.
Every person will cross you
Unless they are done with their journey
Every person adores you
While you are still hanging around with them
Every person is jealous of you when you let go of them holding another person
While you are gone for good
Some are happy thinking about you
And some are sad that you already left
And there are others who regret for not doing things that should have been done..
Oh dear age you are precious! For you live only for a while, but the rest of the life depends on how you have been treated 🙂
I like your random thoughts.
Ohh.. you don’t like the remaining posts?? 😛 😛 j/k hahha .. thanks Orion.. 🙂
this is good. ^^ the simplicity tells it all.
Thanks so much ^^